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[Wednesday March 25th, 2009 11:22pm] lookalive.tumblr.com Heartbeats

[Tuesday June 17th, 2008 4:08am] spoiled rotten by affection Heartbeats

[Sunday June 8th, 2008 11:00pm] Triple T Grilled Cheese sandwiches at 1:30 am, Tina taking a mini bike out of the trash, big smile, sweet phrases, coldstone cake, sweatiest dance party ever, 48 Sparks, Nicole having an awesome birthday, sunrise bedtimes. June 08' Vacay House. So many good things about this month in New Brunswick. Heartbeats

[Thursday June 5th, 2008 12:21am] Smiles are worth the lack of sleep the past couple nights. Heartbeats

[Saturday May 24th, 2008 11:18am] I love photobooth pictures. T's all over the place Heartbeats

[Tuesday May 20th, 2008 1:16am] I miss claire terribly that it actually hurts my heart. We looked at an awesome apartment today, and I hope we get it. I have my first interview on wednesday, i hope I get that as well. I'm dying for a salary. I graduate college in 13 hours and I can't believe it. It's been almost one year and I can't believe it. I wish I wasn't being ignored for doing nothing wrong. I wish I didn't feel like this was all one sided one second and like it was completely reciprocated the next. Heartbeats

[Wednesday May 14th, 2008 9:38am] From Van Halen 50 feet away, to disco train to Whitehouse Station, to breathalizer, to "sorry for embarassing you", to thanks MR. COP, to monkey boxers, to Hi Dad nice to meet you, to LARGE ICED COFFEE. I would like to quote greg miller from two summers ago "Is this really your life?" Heartbeats

[Sunday May 11th, 2008 11:10pm] My life: I am not going to Texas for Ryan's wedding and I have cried over it probably 5 times. Looking for a new apartment is both scary and exciting. I have to find a job asap and its stressing the crap out of me. I graduate college in 9 days I have serious butterflies and its scary Heartbeats

[Saturday April 12th, 2008 3:16pm] best morning. Heartbeats

[Tuesday March 25th, 2008 11:47pm] "in your busy dizzy life you'll become everything you said you would" this past weekend in new brunswick was amazing. parties galore. whiskey. dance parties. bonfires. short shorts 2 Heartbeats

[Friday March 14th, 2008 12:31am] Florida was awesome. Beach, Drunk, Sonic. Took some of my favorite polaroids I've ever taken. Heartbeats

[Tuesday March 4th, 2008 12:28am] [ mood | giddy ] Lately I have been having bouts of overwhelming happiness. I seriously have the best friends in the world. I don't know if I can ever leave this area. 2 Heartbeats

[Tuesday January 29th, 2008 11:06pm] For Mark's rambo themed birthday party, i made camo cupcakes. I'm such a dork. 3 Heartbeats

[Wednesday January 23rd, 2008 3:42am] So I am at work, and all of a sudden everyone is yelling that Heath Ledger is dead, and inititially I thought it was a joke, and I proceeded to giggle about hoping batman was finished being filmed. Then I looked it up on CNN and realized it wasn't a joke and read that his apartment was on Broome. I work on Broadway between Spring and Broome. Broome is a somewhat large street so I had no idea where it could be. Later I had to go to staples for some ink, and I'm on the corner of Broom and broadway talking to my mother about it and the poor little daughter he left behind. I then start walking towards Broome to where work paid to park my car for the day, turn the corner and see every single news station parked along the street with lights flashing and people standing. I walk further and look across the street to see where reporters are mostly gathered. I stood there for a while like everyone else, gawking over the breaking news. I called my sister in california, who had not yet heard. I was legitimately upset. I've had a crush on Heath Ledger ever since 10 things I hate about you and have always liked him. Standing there amidst the crowd, able to see the huge beautiful apartment building where he was found, it was interesting knowing that in one of those floors, lived a person I once had a pubescent crush on. It was a really weird experience seeing cops come out of the building and being lit up by camera flashes and news cameras. Crazy and creepy all at the same time to think that while this was happening I was literally a block and a half away the entire time. Heartbeats

[Monday January 14th, 2008 12:57am] I don't think time is ever going to heal my heart. 1 Heartbeats

[Thursday December 6th, 2007 11:50pm] "I hope you think of me every December for the rest of your life." 8 days till the day that officially started 3 of most trying, yet best years of my life. sigh. no stocking to stuff this year. Heartbeats

[Tuesday November 27th, 2007 1:29am] [ mood | exhausted ] After an almost 12 hour work day I decided to sit on the train and write a little to help the time go by faster. I am on the b which I don't believe I have ever taken before and I always enjoy it when I take a new train because sometimes the tunnels have weird passages you can get a sneak at. There's so much history in them, it almost creeps me out. My day was spent driving around a 14 foot truck, shopping ikea and getting hellishly lost, but when I think about how I will be getting the largest paycheck by far that I have ever received, get to work with a new art director that is successul in the field. Whil being funny to boot, is all worth it. Plus, the event is going to turn out really beautiful I think and I will get to hang out in central park on a nice day putting it together. Last night I tossed and turned so much and had so many nightmares and weird dreams. I was told it was the full moon; because my night full of music, drinking, awkward laughs and goodbyes, that make me feel like I am 15, would certainly not have brought on the nightmares. I need those nights, and I need those smiles, to make me miss him less. Heartbeats

[Wednesday November 7th, 2007 8:44pm] As I was reading birthday cards for my sister at Target, I got to the end of one and almost started crying. I miss my sisters, a lot. Heartbeats

[Sunday November 4th, 2007 9:55pm] So on Friday the Texans arrived and i was so excited when they called and said they were here, that i ran outside and waited for them on the corner. Found them a place to park, started my party, and had a hell of a good time. A lot of people came and I had a super super super fun time. All 45 cupcakes got eaten besides the 6 I gave to Greg for his birthday. Saturday we dragged ourselves out of bed after not much sleep to go to saints and sinners, which was kinda fun, but not fun. Atleast I got to see Saves the Day play 6 old songs and stand next to Chris all day. I felt like i was 16. His voice is so weird now though, but Katah and I were rocking out. We drove home, and just hung out since we were all tired. Woke up sunday, lazied around some more, and then they left and I was really really sad to see them go. Ryan said to me that he felt like i was his sister, cause all him and Aaron do is make fun of me. We all get along super well, and it makes me sad that they live halfway across the country. But hopefully Ill see them in a couple months, and I told Ryan I'd come to his wedding in May, cause that would be amazing. Aaron was my cuddle partner all weekend, and now I have to go bed without a cuddle partner and its upsetting. I liked having a cuddle partner, and thats all. I haven't had that since i was like 18. I'm starting to get super lonely and it sucks. Then the rest of the day I lazied around because the toilet overflowed because the boys clogged it last night, and it was working, then stopped working. So I was having a horrible day, UNTIL I GOT ASKED TO BE ON FUSES SAUCE WITH JIMMY EAT WORLD, WHERE THEY WILL PERFORM 3 SONGS TO LIKE 35 PEOPLE. HOLY CRAP. I DONT KNOW HOW I SCORED THAT, BUT ITS AMAZING, AND I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR IT. I ASKED JOSH TO GO, SO WELL HAVE 2 JIMMY EAT WORLD DAYS IN A ROW. Definitely the only person I could imagine taking to that. So overall my weekend was pretty incredible. Heartbeats

[Monday October 22nd, 2007 11:05pm] [ mood | exhausted ] I have been cleaning for like 2 hours. now i just have to put my laundry away and take a shower. ughh. I have had absolutely no time. I come home from work, sit for like an hour, and then go to bed or go out and have no time in between except to shower. The first set however came out awesome, and the actor we have is hysterical. Been to some amazing shows lately. Getting to hang out with Josh is wonderful. I get spoiled when i see him often however. such is my life. that smile and those baby blues get me everytime. Claire and I went to Dan's show on saturday, then we all went to union pool after, and were literally the last people at the bar with Matt, and I dont remember the other dudes name. We took the subway, claire got a summons for smoking halfway down into the subway, then we took the path, both were falling asleep on the way there. She got off in hoboken to take a cab, and i continued on, and got home at 543. I did not go to work the next day. I want to quit, i dont want to work that job anymore, but im afraid when filming is over, that the only job I will have is that and working with my mother until i get something else, but ughhh, its so not worth it. It's far, i get paid shit, and I can't even use the gym right now cause of the stupid primetime hours. working sundays at 10 am is really just not awesome. perhaps saturday ill be able to stay in manhattan and won't have to get up as crazy early. As a result of my not going to work on sunday, and not calling, i woke up to tina yelling that my mother was freaking out because she thought i was dead because work called me and i didn't pick up, so they called her. I had 14 missed calls, and lots of voicemails of people yelling at me. My family was close to having the cops sent to my house. I just wanted to sleep. I never get to sleep. It was really funny, but so not funny at the same time. I went back to sleep at slept till 5:45. i was really tired. In two weeks I get to see my favorite texan boys, and I am excited. I am getting less fat, and that is also exciting. union pool needs some more ink in their photobooth, shitheads. stalkerrzzzzzz Heartbeats

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